i’m getting so awkwardly emotional right now and i have this family brunch to go to and i can’t cry because my moms picking me up any minute and my makeup’s done alrkeady and asdflkasdfasdf i love you guys hahahaha

But seriously, the fact that a bunch of you have messaged me and such a short amount of time makes me feel so much less alone. I guess talking about your problems really does help. Love you guys. <3

1/29/12

I’ve actually made a valiant effort to rid myself of my bad habits in the past few years and I can’t really say I have any left. Except being irrationally anxious. To sum it up, I don’t know if this is exactly a bad habit or something I can control, but I get really anxious in big crowds.  Or little crowds. Just raising my hand in class makes me shake. Or turn red. It’s so odd. And annoying. And embarrassing. I don’t know anyone else like this. I’m going to a doctor soon to see if there’s anything they can do about it.